Mommy’s Angel

Looking back now, you would’ve changed our lives. You were a blessing in disguise,but ill forever and ever stay in our hearts. You’ve become a loved angel because you are now in a better place with HIM. You are in a place where happiness with made for eternity and someday you will welcome me with your open arms. Forgive us baby for grieving in a way not shown to any but you know you are loved. what can I say? What wouldn’t I give to have you with me?? You know my heart baby, too soon. Mommy and Daddy love you. I love you.11


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don't ever think you will get rid of the presence of people because you never know ONE DAY you might need of them.

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“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

                                                       ~DEUTERONOMY 31:6


When I thought I had lost everything from any to all relationships, school stressing me out, work, and my self in general…. I was ready to give up. Giving up for me meant not being here. Removing myself from this place called home. I come from a strong family with a strong view of things. I’ve been told by those of know of my family that I’m the ugly duckling. I may fight with them here and there but I know that without them I will be NO ONE ! I’m fine having 1 or 2 friends but that I know of that their friendship are real friendships. I can call this my lowest of the lowest. I felt so EMPTY. Then there was that one day. I went to church like any time that I would go and prayed, I prayed for a miracle to happen. I didn’t want to delete empty. I left church with a mindset that GOD wasn’t going to listen. This was about 1 month ago. Over this month, I didn’t care and still don’t care what others have to say about me. I don’t need “friends” to have my back when I have a strong family that WILL ALWAYS HAVE IT FOR ME. It wasn’t until then that I didn’t feel EMPTY. Now I do believe in prayer. I’m not trying to offended anyone nor judge those who don’t believe but this is MY mind frame as of right now. I owe it all to HIM. Slowly but surely I’m realizing I am rich! I am rich with all of his blessings that HE has given me. I thank HIM for everything he has done. Now I know when I feel EMPTY who to turn to who knows why HE does when HE does them.


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you and me were going to be close ? This is not a poem. I don’t want it to be a poem. This our story 👍🏼

Applying for a job and at first sight looks may definitely not apply to how one is. You being older and wiser taught me not to care . You taught me to value myself as a person and as a lady. Yes I’ve had friends but NONE of them are like you. Your are one of a kind, my chaparrita 😘 It seems as if just yesterday we started of as co-workers but look at us now . We’re bonding like no other. It’s like mixing gum and your mouth (BAD EXAMPLE) and the outcome is the flavor. Lol! I don’t know exactly how to put us in words but you mean a lot to me. Knowing that there will always be that someone to listen, care, encourage, support, love , and defenitly cherish…. For me that one person is you, Andrea. I’ve learned over the past few years that you have to cherish those friends that would do anything for you . I know this because I have just realized that some people aren’t worth keeping around if they aren’t real. I learned this the hard way . But I know you are different. You are doe actual to me in so many ways. Mi niña, thank you so much for this friendship that means ALOT to me. Sincerely it does. We’ve been through a lot (lol) and there’s still more to come. Just remember I’ll be here for whatever. ✊🏼🙏🏼💪🏼 I love you 😽


i’ll be fine, i just hope everything will be fine. i know realize that it was MY mistake and we are like this because of me. takes guts to admit, but i know i’m strong i’ll be fine. they say “things are meant to be for a reason”. you belong to me ,i belong to you. i just miss that little twinkle. what would happen if i lose you? do you know? you were so nice with me. so i need you to tell me you love me some more. my heart is beating writing this but why ? i already lost you. now i’m just searching for trouble. my plan:leave the pain in the past. i am unafraid…unaware….of what’s even real. at this point anything is worth me trying. i need you…..i don’t know….i just wanna go where ever you take me.